下雨. 雨景. 湿气的味道.

我想让东西变得简单

可是往往却越变复杂

现在的我和以前的我

没两样

慌张不已，害怕，想很多

我应让之离开我的生活

还是要将之抓紧？

迷茫 无助

却又期待

结局会不一样吗？

算了

雨停了

我的思绪

停了

机场

连续两个礼拜

我去了两个不同的机场

送了两个

对我的生活都有一定影响的两个朋友

一个他，一个是他

一个是相识蛮久，对我的影响力，是我没有想象到的

一个相识不久，却又影响着我，也是我没有想象到的

他们面前

我没哭

他们背后

我还是没哭

虽然真的很沉重

可是

看着他们为目标离乡背井

奋斗，努力

我也该抛下一切

努力过我的生活，为我的目标而奋斗了！

我不懂未来会是怎样

但是我确切地知道

我们当中

每位都肯定是非常出色的中医师~~

i dunno

i know you love me

i know you care of me

i know you hope me to success

i know i disappointed you 

i know.....i know....

but can just let me some spaces to breathe?

just let me outta the life for a while

just let me have some fun instead of facing the pressure

it's kinda hard to handle two courses in the same time

and also have to mange up my social life

i dun wan to be the one who had her future

but there's no one i can celebrated with....

i didn't waste ur money

i didn't spend ur money in unreasonable way

i was taught to save my money and yes

i was doing, i am doing and  i will be doing

i know it's hard for u all to earn money

i did know and i really know it

so i really appreciate what u all gave me

i did and i do!!!

so....can just stop....and listen??

i dont really know that i will failed while i really had some confidence on the exam

but at last....

the mistakes,  just because my way to answer the question is wrong

i did study!!! i really did!!!

i did not just keep playing

i care of my study too....

dont judge me just because i didn't study in front of you....

please....i beg you....just stop.....

i really sad that i failed...but i need to strengthen up and resit the exam again....

i'm in pressure.....i really in high pressure.....

i want to cry but i have no time, no place and i dont have a right timing to cry.....

so please....not now.....what i need from you is comfort....or just....dont say anything....

please dont....

i'm sorry.....

杀破狼

杀破狼

JS的歌

回忆当时第一次

我静下心来

打从心里

爱上这首歌

无论旋律，歌声，节拍，歌词

都觉得好棒~~

最近才知道杀破狼的意义

有朋友告诉我

杀，破，狼（全名忘记了）

分别是三颗不同的星

时时刻刻都相连

也同时进入命宫

代表转变的意思

或许我很怪

没有在意它们能转变时运的能力

却注意了

千变万变

它们却永远相连

一直，永远

相反人与人之间

却会因为

金钱、利益、权力、生死、天灾、人祸

种种的考验

而再坚固的关系

也会产生变化

原本应是相连的两个人

却会因此分开

无论怎样

无论我们如何奋斗

无论我们如何努力

无论我们如何维持

却不能像杀，破，狼三颗星

虽给人带来改变，本质却永远不变，永远相连

人，始终会变

给人带来改变，也同时改变了自己。。

开心死了

话说某天

我要去参加某个聚会

然后随随便便穿好衣

下了二楼

老妈子说

“坐下！我帮你把那堆草变成花！”

接着我的那顶

到现在还是半长不短的头发

经过我家老板娘的巧手

真的变花了！

被老妈子绑头发的感觉真的真的真的超级爽~~！！

但是

更爽的事来了

头发好了

老板娘此时命令说

“把你的眼线笔给我，唇蜜给我！”

就这样，我变成

老板娘引以为傲的公主啦~~

好开心！！

这种感觉真的太棒啦~~~~~~~~！！！！

快飞了~~~     

当天的头发和造型

   

长发

头发

还在尴尬期

半长不短

绑起来东跌西掉

很痛苦

所以想放弃

去剪短

但因为某天

我决定把我的头发

有几长留几长

不是因为我喜欢的人要我留长

加上我没有

是因为

我妈有一天

说

过来

帮你绑头发

因为这样

我打从心里决定

我要留长头发！！！

从小到大

很少试过给妈妈绑头发的滋味

虽然这个理由好像有点笨

可是

为了要抓住这个撒娇的机会，

拼了老娘我的命

都要给它留长长！！

happy

not like previous post

this post will quite relaxing

since i'm now very happy and relax

and no raining outside now

thx zhen hua's "struggle lizard"

laugh non-stop

like clicking the "laugh" button

OMG

the motion really soooo cartoonize!!!

zhen hua, u can b actor lo!!! xD

recently very stress but yet very happy

dunno why

mayb because of 

i know i had chose the right path for my future?

as in other way i didn't give up what i'm interested in??

dunno

i'm just

HAPPY^^V