Tuesday, August 31, 2010

机场

连续两个礼拜
我去了两个不同的机场
送了两个
对我的生活都有一定影响的两个朋友
一个他,一个是他
一个是相识蛮久,对我的影响力,是我没有想象到的
一个相识不久,却又影响着我,也是我没有想象到的
他们面前
我没哭
他们背后
我还是没哭
虽然真的很沉重
可是
看着他们为目标离乡背井
奋斗,努力
我也该抛下一切
努力过我的生活,为我的目标而奋斗了!
我不懂未来会是怎样
但是我确切地知道
我们当中
每位都肯定是非常出色的中医师~~

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

i dunno

i know you love me
i know you care of me
i know you hope me to success
i know i disappointed you 
i know.....i know....
but can just let me some spaces to breathe?
just let me outta the life for a while
just let me have some fun instead of facing the pressure
it's kinda hard to handle two courses in the same time
and also have to mange up my social life
i dun wan to be the one who had her future
but there's no one i can celebrated with....
i didn't waste ur money
i didn't spend ur money in unreasonable way
i was taught to save my money and yes
i was doing, i am doing and  i will be doing
i know it's hard for u all to earn money
i did know and i really know it
so i really appreciate what u all gave me
i did and i do!!!
so....can just stop....and listen??
i dont really know that i will failed while i really had some confidence on the exam
but at last....
the mistakes,  just because my way to answer the question is wrong
i did study!!! i really did!!!
i did not just keep playing
i care of my study too....
dont judge me just because i didn't study in front of you....
please....i beg you....just stop.....
i really sad that i failed...but i need to strengthen up and resit the exam again....
i'm in pressure.....i really in high pressure.....
i want to cry but i have no time, no place and i dont have a right timing to cry.....
so please....not now.....what i need from you is comfort....or just....dont say anything....
please dont....
i'm sorry.....


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