Tuesday, April 27, 2010

对比

中医
不知不觉
中医课,上了第一个礼拜
很开心
很爱那里的人,环境
大家都很善良,很亲切
有种回到家的感觉
所以不知觉的
把面具拿下了
也把那堵墙也拆了
真心的对待那里的每一个人
就好像回到中学生活一样
也发觉
自己原来
是属于这里的

我哭了
隔了两年
我哭了
不是因为失恋,不是因为亲人去世
而是第一次
彻彻底底
崩溃大哭
或许承受太多次?
我不知道
只知道
我很开心很朋友聚餐回来
你的一句
“我不懂怎样教你”
然后接下来噼里啪啦的一大段
我再也听不进去
我以为我能像以前一样
当作没事
做完你交代的东西
但是不懂怎样
我哭了
一边拖着地
一边哭
楼下不断传来你的声音
我却什么都听不见
我只知道
我崩溃
我哭了
很白痴
梁文音有一首歌“哭过就好了”
所以
我好了

Thursday, April 8, 2010

forget about it

it's almost around the corner
but it seems like
everyone is busy
busy for final
busy for assignments
busy for personal stuff
and i
with full heart of hope
keep waiting and waiting
but now i
just hopeless
just get to know that
i wont have any surprise
i wont have anything
although there's something
but it's already pass
i know i should be satisfied
as long as there's someone knows u are exist
but in the dark side of my heart
it says it's meaningless to congrats something that is already pass
whatever
i dun care anymore
i dun wan to think anymore
at least
i wont be hopeful anymore
not wanna to blame anyone
really
just because i know it's not the right time
so
just keep my teeth tight
and gone through it
as long as i know
there are somebody who care
that's enough 

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